The Persin: an archive

PLANES

its getting harder and harder
for me to determine
what's real and really not..
these words tangle themselves
all over us
into the physical world of rot..

within the realms of emptiness
come floods of frozen space..

at the end of all miracles.....

As time passes..
i find myself awakening,
back inside the emptiness,
familiar.. yet quite rearranging,
from beneath these waves,
solitude's silence rings.
.
At first, unbearable..
body accustom to dreamoxygen,
suddenly submerged
panicked,
all memories drowning,
abort the experience!
resurface
to the tragedy..
circumvent,
the necessary transmutony..
.
Alarm, fear, revolt..
naturally generated,
battle mask of the sol..
mortal responses..
detaching..
body, mind, heart..
NO CONTROL!
.
Into the bone room,
he throws his jangly sol..
hopeless and alone,
theres nowhere left to go..
licked for her kiss
encountered the shadows..
ghostly painted faces
with demon screaming rainbows..
bodies became loveless,
so we swing inside the serpent's hiss..
.
cringed and
craving for death
to release him
from this organism..
no brains to think with,
no heart to send signals..
no skin to sync in,
im at the end of all miracles.....

ThePersin

(((((Ascend)))))

a relationship of
2 sovereign,
non-dependent,
humans
has greater balance..
greater creativity..
and greater longevity,
than a pairing of 2 beings "co-dependent"
on each other..

we are entering sovereign detachment..
the void..
to crystallize the impeccability of our being..
IT's necessary..
you know..
i know..
ITs a calibration
in the multidimensional sojourn..

sublime wholeness
self completion

we are transcending
releasing dependency
releasing all that does not serve divinity..
rebooting and reprogramming,
becoming sacred geometry..
crystalline divine consciousness..
light into light eternal bliss..

IT's only attainable by knowing
(DECIDING)
who we are
what we truly believe
and then LIVING IT.
aligning fully..
(((we shall)))
know ourselves once more..
beyond duality..
truly sovereign..
sufficient..
entering sacred wholeness.
in solitude..
strong enough to choose IT..

respect
the divine feminine
exiting patriarchal residue..
androgynous oversôl
becoming integral
preventing energy blockage..
beyond ego..
merging male and female..
evolving in
to (((((ascend)))))
we are cosmic and multidimensional

INDIVIDUAL LIGHT BEINGS
CONNECTED TO EVERYTHING

ThePersin
777

Message For A Prince

you revolve now with my girl
thinkin you can drain out the oceans
that we filled..
holy hosts
dust into blood
legions of light,
bend down from above!!
I'm calling on Crowley!
Abaddon! Apollyon! and Mephistopheles!
Arise Golden Dawn! SPARE NO MERCY!!
Enter the Overlighting!
of Helios! and Vesta! Solar Logoi!
Sanat Kumara!
Twelfth Ray of One..
within Shamballa!
absence of emptiness
filled with my love
her kiss is my mouth
and my fist is the grudge..
come closer to thepersin
(if you dare to compare)
his curse is the burden
that
you
will
soon
bear..
when you look into her eyes,
know im looking you in the eyes!
I KEEP MY ENEMIES IN CLEAR SIGHT.
your sillyseed
will never spring forth
from my Breeze!!!
we are the starseeded ones
sacred being Unity Consciousness
for everything I gave,
I've got nothing to show..
feeling lost and out of place
is all I've ever known..
theres nothing you can do now
to try and break your way out..
I'm shedding this skin
and flying into your house..
to activate the ghosts
and the whole of the Cosmos!!
the keeper of light,
Wisdom and Truth,
I will lift a child from the Sun,
to assassinate you..

Pray for the worst..
because it will be better
than what is coming...........

THEPERSIN
666

part of rather than separate from

growing near
the crystalline
of every lifetime
becoming clear
cosmic dimensions
vibrations lifted
conscious conceiver
godsource connected
LIFE WITHOUT FEAR
this mortal coil
fire mirrors fire
forevermore
quantum shield
essence of prayer
energyfield
beliefs are the maker
microCoSM spiral beaming
out of body (won't be needing)
forgiveness integrating
oversôl
dancing and playing
losingdays
lucidlovers
all the debris
merging together
IN FAITH IN TRUST
monster within
can't gobble us up
THE END OF DEATH
what more can be said
none of IT was pretend
you are her
i am him
the unisôl
sacred chakra blend
sabotaged
outside forces
(doubt let them in)
7/11 solar eclipses
Grand Cross positions
frequencies quicken
open heart garden
in full fruition
the diamond light triad
towards ascension
silence still wisdom
a mindful religion
purging the perSinz
all obstacles cleansing

calm
patient
creative

wisdom
nurture
divinated

so it is..

thepersin10
2:27A

Crumbling ILLusion

the ILLusion is crumbling..
veil being lifted
inner levels
revealing
the buried
unresolved issues
now understanding
to release
overcome
abandonMen†
sepHera†ion
only light and buoyancy
from zeropoint on
more than possibility
essential
quality
starseed the sól symmetry
faint awareness
during kundalini
intentions confirming
wiped the residue
conflict end
physical energy increase
sleep....... (both in need desperately)
coming to pass
dark night
of sól
afterglow
ended cycle
solar eclipse 7/11 (final orbit27)
umbral moonshadow
awareness
feeling them
surrounding
healing
Earth hemorrhaging
divine
accep†ing
what was once unaccep†able
heArt smashing
becoming less unsettling
non-threatening
journeying away from insane
I†s underway
lucid dreamstate
towards awake
full consciousness
pray
pray
((broken an†enna))
years.....
decayed
pray!
pray!
turmoil confusion suffering
black cloud demonika
ENOUGH!!
enveloped far too long
suffocated our all
moving towards
within
the ligh†
divineMother
godreali†y
godsource
con†inues
beckoning
us homeward
away from the despair
oh the despair........
what sharp teeth you bare.

the ILLusion is crumbling!
imaginary places
of desperation
and endless suffering
the toxicity
being swept
from our memories

ascension
nearing
peace
b with all
i am he
is she
is we

thepersin10
3:43A

Prescribed2Die

amidst the pale gray light
life has returned to stone
confessed confused in fright
faceless crowded and alone
weighted down with a past
hell has swarmed around
how much longer will this last?
spirals are drowning out..
too many lies - compromised
all that we stood for
stabbed out the middle eyes
hate became an open door
closed heart clouded mind
places humans go to die
faithless - w/ a head full of pride
never livin what you prescribe..

thepersin10
6.24

Nhear me

The stillness has encased his seldom smile
like a vase of warm daffodils
sunlight mixing with moonshadows
laughing drunks beneath the window seal
memories of a black lacquer grand piano
3am.. emptied.. fragile..
just herself and the vacancy
angels on life support
scattered about the stairway
leading down
is the path facing me
pulling him
by the horns of past lives
skin ripping off
lights going on
letters from the winds of him
torn
mourn
thorn
lifeless
spear
fear
need
love
near..

thepersin10
6.6

Unweaving The Rainbow

you were the only friend
i knew i had..
the one heart i BELIEVED mirrored me
and could never turn away..
but even this faith has fallen; begrudgingly..
nothing more than my own deranged 'grandiose' ILLusion..
upon review of the journals,
examination of the drawings,
paintings..
songs..
seeing truth -- i am beyond beyond..
i know this world.
and it is only forlorn.
seeing a better world came natural,
IT was his only reasoning
for continuing..
i know IT fully..
but he is nestled now, down with the dooms of Death..
comfortably.. coming to terms with aNotHer demise
absent of all.. and no more lies..
his decision..
his burden..
she was his beloved..
laid both of them broken..
severed have they the covenant?
so into the sand we do travel now..
the solace of Baphomet sends tremors..
as the seas bleed blackened into a faceless dark mirror..
reflections of heaven have all but disappeared.
my chosen hour is that of 6.
a special fabric,
of noose unknit..
the first day of grey and rain..
as the machines meander
i shall untether the wave.
unweave from pain..

"last writes"

all is sorrow
all is temporary
knowing not LOVE
but only FEAR
we deconstruct into dismay.

we (the species) have come to disregard our wholeness,
and in discontent, we never fully learned to embrace IT;
merely tried (always unsuccessfully) to escape IT.
IT is only through REVOLT
that one will ever arrive inside of HAPPINESS.
IT is only when we see WHOLENESS (unexpectedly)
that we overcome the tragedy of opposites.

Only LOVE.
Because there is no opposite of HATE.

reasons:

when i reach for the guitar,
it only shreeks with empti vulgarity..
the brush is a machine gun..
blowing holes in all that laughs insincerely..
these words are repetitious..
sirening the same story my whole life..
too many memories branded into a hollow consciousness..
i am abandoning my society's traditions..
because they are chains and prisons.
i have vanished my family..
because i could never be what they saw best suited..
the politics (even anarchy) became a shadowy match for power and class..
all religions are bridals and bits in the mouths of babes (chokers)
parents who spread these toxins
should at once be cast into the abyss beneath the altar..
there is no truth in the institution of education..
IT is only by experiencing
and learning through the observant Art of listening and seeing
that one comes nearer to the absolute essence of it all.
the soul is a mask inlaid beneath ego..
the sooner we learn to let go,
god appears.

we are truth
in death
and free
when this LIEf
no longer seeks
to be anything..

all2sea

dishonor
deceit
despair..
human being atrocities
splattered everywhere
nobody cares..
TRUTH is a viper
sent to poison the liars..
and LOVE is the blood
that fuels the poet's fires..
KILL!!
KILL!!
KILL!!
nothing is always real..
trapped in duality we fight
brought together to
DIVIDE!!
DIVIDE!!
DIVIDE!!
life after life after life..
we become eternal,
when we cast away our sides..

thepersin10
5.29

in2out

Shift yourcellves into and out of this.. multidimensional pattern candy consciousness.. vibrate the soulshake.. outta this body you gotta break.. sprung forth from the earth.. to pulsate another birth.. rearrange.. all u think u know.. silly little game.. THINK before u follow.. this is the sense of your glorious nonsense.. that which is most significant is the insignificance.. HAHAHAHA! Keep eating each other one sharp toothed smile at a time.. THERE REALLY IS NO REWIND <--

thepersin10
J31

dethroned and disenchanted

suffer.. suffer.. suffer..

why does this shit have to be so god damn sufferable?
is IT ever going to heal?? grow?? or die??
i seriously don't know anything...
wish i could make things progress..
find some respect..
that's all we want.
mind to be better.. life to be better.. everyone to be better..
but, just constant strife.
seriously..
just lies and avoidance..
i dont want to know anymore
handles too hot on the door
the shits endlessly out of control
i'm not fighting senseless anymore
turned on me.. turned me off..
slapped.. kicked.. hit.. screamed..
cursed me into a fool (for you)
made up enough shit about me to puke
lied and continue to lie.. i dont care what they pretend to be..
it's toxic, venomous, poisonous and death..
directed at everything..
tired of the daily hell
tired of bullshit weak spells
pathetic insecurities
betrayal
lies
blame
im not the one.
the facts are fucking clear..
to me..
to you..
it started when i saw how easily they swayed
i knew then that i could never trust one way
no choice but to walk alone and never answer the phone..
wanted to see them stand up on their own.

yeah.. that was many years ago
now look down the barrel of the gun..
stare into the seeds of misery we've sewn...
fear is our daughter.. envy our son..

enough to slit both our throats a thousand times.
can any force, but solace, carve out the hatred
from our middle eyes gone blind..?
doomed as we've always been.. there is no reckoning.. no final sin.
no alter to kneel before..
endless reign of torture while we're together.. tied twisted up whores.
glued.. backs stuck to a switchblade wall..
sawed off each others wings..
on the way down through the fall

so take what remains
of your powers
and sorcerer them into a ball
may the moonlight
at dawn's hour
guide you and
make shadows grow tall
and all of the spirits,
slippery, spined, furry, and small,
crawl from their dirt holes and
suck at the bloody ax gone dull..

dethroned and disenchanted
thepersin9

9.28 1:27am

Happiness

there is no way out
of this
and all we have is each other
now my friends
you can learn how to walk
listen to the voices
inside of you
loneliness
it makes you feel
like luving
but we know
there's no truth inside
that kiss
it's just something to miss
and thats the way it always ends
im sorry - baby..
when you know there's no reason to continue
just let it go

happiness is what the devil sells
now all weve got is a living hell

so when the martians come
and tell you its gunna be ok
just believe them.. yeah

cuz i can promise you my love
is the same as theirs
loneliness forever
and thats what i've come to sell you

happiness is what the devil sells
now all weve got is a living hell

8 to 9

devils and angels swarmed to surround
we drained out their hearts and then drank it down
these are the reasons that we're still alive
swimming inside this eternal mind
mixing dreams and make believe things
becoming forever; a digital family
another life; a recurring mystery
opposite to everything they led us to believe
mirror images of perfect chaos in soliloquy
orthogonally speaking
were all just light
beaming
and reflecting
combining
and redirecting
sacrificing
and resurrecting
lying and confessing
cursing and blessing
i want nothing more than to see this all exploding
and keep exploding and exploding and exploding
until all we are is change that keeps on changing.

ThePersin8
12.31

...

So fucking tired of everything..